PARTY'S CANCELLED!!!!!!120 BUCKS GONE!

WTF MAN.WAD THE FUCK.
URGH.ARGH!~!~!@!@@# was REALLY lookin forward.or RATHER.already imagined having the 120 buckeroos IN my pocket.now the.oops.i mean.its not cancelled.say wrongly.THEY DONT need so much pple anymore apparently.dats wad wendy heard from ricky.SHEESH.FIrst they needed 30 PPLE.n now jUST 8.WAD THE HELL REALLY.crap crap.my plans to buy a new fone are thus PUSHED BACK.*mutters* *MUTTERS* CRAP.crap.BAH!.

Anyway.got my pay today for last week.58 freakin bucks.sheesh.PATHETIC.well but wad can i do when they only gave me 2 freakin shifts?And agnes doesnt have her name on this week's roster, even though she gave them like a 6 days schedule.SO fucked up.But she refused to call erich to clarify the problem.SIGH.

Redbull trial starts this thurs.Pre.tty. excited i think.was dreading it at first,but now after the schedule's been confirm, n im to work thurs nite and fri morn.Am starting to feel curious and game for it.Oh well, see how things go.Have to be there by 8AM on fri.8-5.DIE.how to wake up.its like JC times.waking up at 6plus.where the birds start to chirp.Eek.ok.its only monday.i shdnt be PREenacting too much.haha.
sigh.MONEY MONEY.bloody need MONEY now.This bloody word hasnt been such a pain in the neck till recently.I really DO feel i was much WEALTHIER back in jc.
Still owe my aunt 440++ for may's credit card bill.*GULP* thank GOD its my aunt.hurhurhur.BUT.dat doesnt mean im not bothered by my strategies and worries of how to hurry up pay her back.Its PERMANENT ROOTED in my thoughts. -_-

If only every thought could earn a penny.HAHA.i SWEAR i would be somewhere up along Trump or bill gates.

First day we met after the dramamama quarrel.Only WORDS exchanged were as many as 2.
oh well.Whatever.Analysis will cease for now.